September 5th is a nightmare for me. The police came to my door, handed me a phone number for a sheriff in Florida, I called at 5:15 in the morning, I will never forget what he said "I'm sorry to tell you this over the phone mam, but your daughter Katlyn died last night in her sleep"
5 months prior she had given birth to a full term *38 weeks* stillborn baby, my grandson had died in her womb.
In just a few short months I have lost my grandson and my only daughter, my little girl. To say I am devastated is an understatement, this is every parents nightmare, every mothers biggest fear, my baby girl, only 18, my best friend, I will never see her again, I will never shop with her again, I will never get a text in the middle of the night, there is so much that went unsaid... I love her so much, I miss her, it has left a hole in my heart too big and too heavy...
The costs have been high for cremation, traveling, uhual rental, memorial service is coming up in the next month or two, because the autopsy is pending 6-12 weeks, I am having to cover everything myself, but also relatives have helped and many friends.
I am posting the link to the Go Fund Me Account here, my friend set this up for me, I did not ask her to, but she did anyway:
Also if you would like to sign her obituary guest book, so that in a year I may have a printed copy you may do so here:
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